Over the last few months the heat has been turned up high. When we met it was thru an organization and he received my phone number by default. We had many random conversations and as far as I could tell he was boring. Every now and then he would call and have something to talk about but then I noticed the extra friendly conversations. I noticed him flirting with me but I still had no interest in him. After being invited to hang out numerous times and me having no desire to I would think he would have given up. He didn’t! So one night I went out in Hollywood my friend was hosting a party and asked me to come support. Lately I haven’t been feeling the club scene so I was ready to leave early and I happen to talk to him and some how I end up leaving and letting him pick me up. This is where our story begins……
As I stumbled out of the club a little bit tipsy wearing a very short, tight, sexy dress I saw him scramble out of his car to meet me. The look on his face was priceless!! Until now he had not seen me all dressed to impress. I climbed into the car and off we went. We pulled up to a low lit lounge where the mood was set at our intimate little table in the corner. He immediately orders us drinks saying he needs to catch up. Before I know it we are laughing and joking and I’m having the time of my life. After a while I was so comfortable with him it was like we had known each other for a long time. At that point there was tons of flirting and kissing going on so we decided to leave and head back to his place. When we were driving there all I could think about was sucking on his juicy lips and my pussy started to drip. We rode there listening to music and I could feel the anticipation start to rise. We pulled up to this beautiful breathtaking house there were lots of tree lining the drive way and a beautiful fountain in front. After getting into the house we decided to get in the hot tub (his way of getting me out of my dress) Sitting in the heated tub with the jets hitting my back I was so relaxed as he was rubbing my shoulders then kissing my neck and moving his hands slowly down to my breast. The Heat was rising. My body was inviting every touch I wanted more, craved it. After I had had enough of the teasing he was doing to my body I decided to make the first move. He was sitting with his back against a jet and I climbed into his lap straddling him. We started kissing and I was grinding my self on his growing manliness. We were both panting so hard by now both desiring eachother. I reached down into his shorts and grabbed his cock which was now hard as a rock. I pulled my bottoms to the side and was rubbing and stroking it against my wetness which was still wet and slippery thru the water. He was whispering in my ear amazed that I could be that wet in the hot tub. I was completely turned on by him. He already fucked my mind earlier and now my pussy wanted it. All the kissing and rubbing and grinding I couldn’t take anymore I needed him inside of me NOW. With out saying anything I slowly sat down on his cock and let it slide inside the feeling was so amazing so erotic so so good. After a few min of me moving up and down on him sucking on his tongue and moaning softly we decided to take things inside. As we headed to the bed room we kept stopping to kiss and touch each others body. I stopped him in the hallway fell to my knees and gave him a kiss down south so wet and so intense his legs we shaking. He pulls me up to my feet and pushes me into the room and down onto the bed. He tells me “this is my pussy tonight” as he climbs on top to get inside. I could feel the butterflies in the pit of my stomach “yes daddy its all yours” the sound of my wet pussy sucking in his hardness was music to my ears. Abruptly he stops and tells me he has to taste me and immediately goes down south before I can say anything. His wide strong tongue was teasing my clit and I could feel my body start to tense. He grabbed my legs and held me down as I squirmed knowing I was gonna explode any second. After I just couldn’t hold it any longer I felt my body release a very intense orgasm that left me shaking and convulsing for several seconds. Before I could recuperate he was back inside me as I was slippery and ready for more of him. He went slow at first teasing my opening with the tip making my clit pulsate I craved the feeling of fullness wanting him inside. I began to beg him to give it to me. “Please put it back in please” but he continued to tease me turning me on to the point I could barely hold still I needed him to fill me. Finally he trusts the whole thing deep inside moving his hips from side to side touching every wall every piece of my pussy. I could feel my wetness dripping down my legs and he continued to drive himself into me. After several minutes of him slowing down and picking up the pace, teasing the opening and then give it to me deep he flipped over and pulled me on top. I was like a lioness who was released from her cage as I started to move up and down like a wild animal unable to control myself the intensity was high. After several orgasms I no longer had the strength to move so he pushed my face down into my pillow I took over once again. Grabbing me by my hips and guiding himself exactly where he wanted me. I was helpless at this point exhausted and tired from all my body had to release. Eventually he came and collapsed next to me. We layed there in our euphoria as the sun started to peak thru the blinds…. What a night what an all nighter kind of night!
It’s interesting to me how my motivation to write comes in spurts. Seems I have an easier time expressing myself thru writing when my thoughts are clear. These last couple of months have been so hectic although I have had a lot on my mind and plenty to share it’s almost impossible to articulate when my head is cluttered I can’t place everything. It’s time for me to get back on top of my blog I know I had an amazing support system from all of my fans and lots of readers. I get emails and tweets often asking me to write again. So happy to know I can touch your soul using my key board. I never realized I was any good. So last night President Obama was reelected for another term. Whoo hoo I wonder how he’s feeling right now. This was a huge leap for our country and I look forward to the works of Obama in the next four years to come. I have a few hrs on this plane ride to write and I wanted to talk about something a lot of people ask me about…. My kid(s) and if they know what I do and how it affects them. I don’t like to overly discuss that side of my personal life with my porn fans but then again I openly express being a mother so I guess it is somewhat relevant. First let me give you a little history on Young Austin. I was a wild one! I know I know its hard to believe, but I was lol. When I got pregnant with my son I hadn’t talk to my family in a few months I was very young and running the streets headed down the wrong path. When I got pregnant and decided to have my son It changed my life. I went from being irresponsible and a party girl to a loving and caring mother. Although I did have my fare share of fun I always put my son first always made sure he was good. About two years ago my God daughter came to live with me. My son was 8 and she was 11. It was only suppose to be for a short time but unfortunately shit happens and she’s an innocent child who needed me how could I not love and care for her like my own kid. Even my family said I was crazy in the beginning but now they look at her as if I had her, part of the family. To give you an even closer look into my motherhood life I am a very stern parent. Having my son young his father decided not to be in his life and my God daughter is in the same situation. So here I am present time with two kids 4 years in the porn industry and the curiosity of how my kids are affected has risen. Although I have a very open mind when it comes to sex and adult industry I also have very strong opinions as a parent. I feel as though kids are over exposed. I don’t even like to play the radio that much there isnt music being played any more its all subliminal messages about sex drugs alcohol and partying. I keep them very involved in sports and activities. They don’t and aren’t allowed to watch tv during the week or play video games get on computer unless its for homework. I make them actually use their imagination. I stay very busy keeping them busy. We do “stuff” I try and be around and as influential as possible. For example last night after dinner and chores and homework there was still a good hour before bed so we played spoons they love that game. We have a basketball hoop in front, we go to the dog park, I take them hiking, church on Sundays, sports events and what ever else we can do “as a family” in return what I have is two very respectful well behaved kids who love me very much we are close. I know I can’t keep them from the world but I can help mold their perspective and keep them out of trouble and strong enough to fight the peer pressure. At least thats what we hope for as parents. I honestly didn’t think about my son or either of them for that matter when I started shooting porn all I was thinking it was something I enjoyed and could make decent money doing. As he gets older and I get recognized and now my God daughter lives with me and her being older I have had to face my choices I made and live with them. I started talking to the kids about my work about a year ago I told them I throw parties and host them type stuff. I didn’t know how or what else to say. I know my daughter is 13 now and in 8th grade. My son 10 and in 5th grade. A few weeks ago it was homecoming for the kids my son plays football and she cheers. I was watching her cheer and some of the little boys who know her were hanging around and recognized me. I guess it spread like wildfire and they asked her if I was Austin Taylor and having heard that name before she then found out I star in “adult movies” she didn’t tell me for a couple weeks she was just quite. Finally it came out when I was picking her up from school and there was a group of boys outside and she freaked out and wanted me to speed off so they wouldn’t see us. I had to pry it out of her why she acted like that and I was shocked the last thing I was expecting her to say was they know I do adult movies. I think my jaw hit the car floor. This was that dreaded moment…. I had to gather my thoughts quickly. I got my son from school and I sat them both down to talk to them about it. At the end of the conversation they both understood and although my daughter is currently more affected by it at school we talked about them learning from me and making more positive choices from them selves.. I will always love them no matter what but I would like to see them become more then me… something great!!!! The next day after school there was a group of boys hanging out where I pick her up at waiting to “meet” me. So when I pull up and she gets in the car she has this uncomfortable look on her face and she tells me the little boys are waiting for me. I knew I needed to do something to defuse the situation so my daughter could go back to being comfortable and a kid at school. Mad that she has to be in this situation I hop out of the car before she can stop me and as Im walking up to the boys they were getting nervous I know they didn’t expect me to get out. I said you guys wanted to meet me?? whats up what can I do for you? They just stood there I recognized one of them from the football league and I see his mom around. I let them know first and foremost I am a lady I carry myself as one and I will be respected as one and I said I will not allow you to make my daughter uncomfortable while she’s at school. I asked them if there was anything they wanted to say to my face they shook their heads no and I told them to have some respect Im her mother and if it was one of their mothers they would want the same. I was waiting for one of them to talk shit back to me but they were so in shock and I’m sure they could see the anger in my face. They apologized and haven’t said anything to my daughter since. As the last few weeks have past she’s had a few question and we have had a few discussions about it. I asked her how she felt now that she knows and has had time to think about it her response was she didn’t care some of her friends from school moms do the same thing. Boom welcome to porno valley!!!! There is not right or wrong way to parent. So of you judge me because of my job and having kids you may want to pay attention to the ones who have a normal job and spend no time with their kids. A lot of parents have no idea whats really going on in their kids lives I can say I know I’m involved and Im a great mother. My Job is only a piece of who I am it dose not define me as a mother!
Traveling the world is exciting! I love meeting new people from different places and experiencing how others live. Australian’s are so polite and well mannered it’s so different from the states. Everywhere I go everyone is all smiles and genuinely friendly. Such a different place then the Los Angeles rat race I live in. I will say when I do travel out side of US territory everything changes. Some are good some not so good. For example my phone isn’t as accessible here I have to pay a lot to use it. I have to want to be reached for someone to reach me while abroad. The positive of that is, it gives me a break from people in my everyday life. The down side is just that I’m far away from my “life” as I know it. All my friends, family, lover ect… I’ve been here two weeks so I’m getting a pretty good feel of how things are over here! I can’t say I am ready to pick up and move from the states if anything I have a new appreciation every time I leave the country. We take for granted as Americans the small stuff. Such as our wide range of variety in EVERYTHING. In the US when you go to buy something there is several brands to choose from no where else in the world is it like that there may be one or two to choose from and that’s it take your pick. Australians do party just as hard as we do tho and they love to have fun. Being out and people watching has made me miss my friends back home. Although everyone is friendly and I’ve made new friends I can’t help but miss my “people”. Missing the good dick I have there waiting for me. Lost in thought of that dick I have waiting I tried to use my hitachi, you guys know I love my wand!! On day one I plugged it in and it immediately zapped out the voltage here is different and it fried the motor as soon as I plugged it in. I miss that thing lol. After a few weeks without it to say the least it’s been ruff! Soooooo guess what? Yes that’s it plan B…. Skype sex! I was chatting with my sexy lover and he asks to see me naked mmmmmm how could I say no I’m a horny girl and always down to please him. As I strip my clothes off he’s intensely watching me and it’s turning me on. I took everything off and I could tell he was pleased even getting aroused. Not knowing how horny I am for him I push everything off the desk and climb on it so I’m sitting in front of the computer pussy first! I now have him at attention. As I start to rub my pussy and tell him how much I want him inside of me he starts to undress himself showing me how hard he is for me. I love seeing his manliness wanting me too so I lay back fingering myself and moaning softly. He’s stroking his cock and I’m rubbing my clit both of us in the moment wishing I could come thru the computer. By now I’m super wet and with one hand I’m still rubbing my clit and with the other I fuck myself slow and deep with my middle finger. ”OOOOOH daddy fuck me” I can’t help but beg for him doing my best to imagine him right there feeding me the dick. I speed up my fingers fucking my pussy I’m soooo horny it doesn’t take long and I could feel my wall tighten around my finger as I climax. AAAhhhhh that sweet sensation my body was yearning for. Watching him I know he’s very turned on and still needing to release himself so I flip over giving him a site to enjoy, my ass. I got on all fours and reached down between my legs and began to finger myself once again allowing him to see my wetness, my ass, pussy and all! Watching him pleasure himself knowing it was me he was turned on by was intoxicating and I wanted to be there to please him. I wanted all of his manliness inside of me!!! I started to move my hand fast and I could hear the sound of my juices as I jerked my hand in and out. “Give it to me daddy come for me” mmmmmm I wanted it “please give it to me” I begged him for his cum until finally he let it go along with a groan. Ahhhh yes I love pleasing him as much as he loves to please me! Thank goodness for technology!! I climbed off the table and we chatted for a while longer until his yawning took over and it was time to let him go oh how I wish I was there so we could cuddle and fall asleep.
I think I enjoy writing these as much as you enjoy reading them finally at last my pay site msaustintaylor.com is going to relaunch and will be better then ever. I have it set up so that it will be totally ran be me. I’m excited about that no middle man, no fat guy sitting on the other side chatting with you. Any and everything will be a reflection of yours truly! Hopefully I will see a lot of you supporting it. I will also have pay per view for those of you who aren’t wanting to do the monthly membership but will want to be apart of the action. Once everything is in place I will make these short stories a lot longer and more detailed including pics when I can. I can’t wait! It’s going to be great. The wait is finally almost over!!! Thank you to all of you who have been loyal and continue to support the things I do. xoxo Austin
I had been horny all day. I found myself dancing in the mirror, watching my body sway back in forth to the music, imagining his big strong hands on my waist. My hair was down and straightened falling so softly on my shoulders. I stripped out of my clothes coming in from a bar called the “Establishment” it was salsa night. As I’m dancing in the mirror my mind starts to wander and I can’t help but replay how he felt, his touch, the way he smelled and the way he gazed at me admiring what he saw. I was lost in the moment and wondering where he was wishing he was there touching me engaging my body. After I came back to the reality of being alone in the room with nothing but my thoughts I fished my toy bag out from my luggage made sure everything was charged and ready to go. Nothing worse then your vibrator dying mid session. I then let my mind wander going back to that place where we were so hot so horny for each other and nothing else mattered but our bodies colliding together. I laid on the bed and pulled a small vibrator out turning it on I pressed it against my clit. Surprised at how sensitive I was I turned down the power I was already so horny so aroused from my thoughts. I was on my back with one hand holding the vibrator to my clit the other rubbing my breasts my nipples at attention. I put down the toy some what frustrated and grabbed a dildo big enough to fill me, it was the size of his cock. With my eyes closed I imagined we were kissing and he was the one rubbing my breasts his hardness pressed against me wanting in. I teased my wet opening calling his name asking him to give my body what it wanted. I was so so wet it was dripping wetting the bed. After I couldn’t hold back any longer I inserted the head into my pussy and softly moaned from the wonderful sensation. “Give me more” I whispered out into the darkness as if he could hear me. I let go of my breast and put both hands between my legs now guiding the rest of the dildo into my pussy. I pulled it out, pushed it in, pulled it out all while I thrust my hips back in forth to get an angle where I could feel “him” touching every wall. After a few minutes I flipped over holding the base of the toy to the bed as I rode it imagining sitting on him looking down into his face those mesmerizing eyes starting back at me. As I was grinding it deep and breathing hard I could feel my pussy tighten around it. Don’t stop keep fucking me I managed out of my mouth pls don’t stop make me cum!!! I was so lost in the moment it was as if he was really there giving me exactly what my body needed. Finally I came and collapsed on the bed. I slid the soaking wet dildo out of my convulsing pussy and threw it on the bed next to me. I pulled the covers up to my neck and was asleep instantly imagining him wrapping his arms around me kissing my neck and spooning me from behind. Good night lover xoxo
In my years of evolving into the great sex expert I am in the bedroom he he he I have witnessed my fair share of men who don’t know how to please a women. There is no wrong or right way to please someone but there are somethings to keep in mind while rolling around in the sheets. Men and women are as different as day and night. Men are like dogs as soon as you call them they are awake alert and overly excited. Women are more like sports cars to reach high performance you must first warm up the engine. Everything begins in the brain, which is our biggest sex organ. If you read my pervious blog you can see how important it is to set things up properly but it’s all about what do you do or don’t do once you are there and are “getting it on”.
THE BODY NEVER LIES; every person is different what turns them on or off and what will bring out that erotic wild side we all have within us somewhere. Fellas…. you must start by pleasing your woman get that engine revving. There is nothing wrong with asking your girl what she likes and what she doesn’t like. I would start with touching and kissing and caressing and then when you work your way down to eating pussy (yes you should most always give it a kiss first) pay close attention to how her body reacts. If you lick her lightly and she isn’t very responsive then maybe she needs it a little rougher or the opposite if she is moving her body away then maybe you need to be more gentle. Don’t ever be afraid to ask your partner if they like something and always be open for suggestions. If her pussy isn’t wet then you haven’t turned her on. Ladies… men are easy, tell them you want to suck their dick and 9 times out of 10 they will be hard and willing. The thing to remember is to watch those teeth lol, it’s funny to me but so true although some men like a little scraping most are sensitive and don’t like it. From my experience men are also going to tell you what they like by body language if the head is more sensitive or the base or the whole thing. I like to incorporate mouth at the end and hand on the base If you need some extra spit gag on it and your mouth will instantly get wet. Once you get to the sex part its kinda of a wide range of possibilities and the only way to know what your partner likes is to communicate. Guys you have to start off slower and build up to the intense fucking. Ladies don’t lay there like a stiff board relax and move your body so it feels good invite the dick in. Don’t be uncomfortable or it will most likely hurt and not feel good for either partner! Awkward sex is the worst kind! I plan on doing a whole segment on sex advice for both men and women. This specific blog entry was just a general outline to the the ball rolling. After I’ve covered the basics I will get into more details and hopefully you can find something in my advice you will be able to apply to your own sexual encounters and make the moments as enjoyable as possible!
When two people decide to share an intimate encounter for the very first time, you can expect mediocre sex to be more common than the spectacular variety. This is to be expected since both partners are still a little nervous about what to expect from one another and are completely clueless about what the other partner enjoys. Ok first things first! Just like when you meet someone your first impression of them lasts or first dates the same thing applies to sex. If you have bad sex the first time around your most likely not going to indulge a second time. Second thing to remember is always always always be prepared!!! There’s nothing worse then unexpected sex and the guy isn’t prepared. This means make sure you have showered including washing under the balls and the butt crack, trimmed, shaved and have fresh boxer/briefs on. Third make sure first time sex with someone is in a comfortable setting. Yes public sex and car sex can be fun but they are meant more for a quickie which is a big no no for the first time. You want to make sure you are able to get comfy so you can maximize the length of sex along with being able to show off your moves. Remember the idea is to make it last and to make it good!! Moving right along; fourth set the mood!! If you can do things like a romantic dinner and candlelight cool but if nothing else turn on the right music. Many people fail to realize the power of music when it comes to seducing women. The secret is to play rare music that she will not recognize and that does not sound like the soundtrack to greece. Last but not least the “kiss”… Most women will decide if they will sleep with a man based on his kissing abilities. Think of the kiss as your sales pitch. You have to get her attention, keep her hooked and close the sale. A nice, soft, passionate and sexy kiss will always get a woman’s imagination going. Don’t make the mistake of kissing for too long, making it too wet and/or lacking variety. Don’t force your tongue into her mouth. Instead, relax your lips; the softer they are, the more sensuous the kiss. Let her invite your tongue in with her own. If you can remember these 5 things to get it going then there’s a pretty good chance for a second time! I have found in my dating experience that although these things seem to be suggestions any regular person should know, there are so many that just don’t get it or don’t give a fuck!
I was headed on one of my frequent business trips its was an early morning flight to the east coast. I decided to wear a salmon colored sweat suit comfy but still sexy. I arrived at Virgin America and checked in. I was upgraded to 1st class so I began to relax this would be a comfortable flight. I got up to my gate made my routine calls to friends and family did my twitter thing and then eventually boarded the flight. As I was getting situated I noticed this tall handsome fella boarding and he was definitely my type. He walked past me and took his seat a few rows behind. As we took off the gentleman next to me happen to be from Australia and was a nice looking older mate headed out on a business trip as well. We chatted almost the whole flight mostly about our kids and family. He asked me what I do for a living and I told him I’m a health coach. Which isn’t a lie I just didn’t tell him I’m also a well known Adult film actress:) By the time we arrived at our destination I was in a good mood and ready to enjoy my trip. What I didn’t know is this trip would change my perspective some. I exited the plane still chatting with the Aussie gentleman until we were headed in different directions. As we said good bye I kept going headed towards baggage claim. I then heard a gentleman who seems to be walking right behind me on the phone talking loud enough I could hear his whole conversation. When I eventually looked back I realized it was the tall guy I noticed when we first were boarding the flight. As we headed into baggage claim he got off the phone and we small talked waiting for the bags to arrive. He had a nice smile and a friendly look in his eyes. He told me he was a trainer for young athletes and of course anything to do with health and fitness catches my attention. So I jokingly say something about myself being a fitness guru. He gave me his card and said if I was interested in working out to hit him up. I had a busy week and didn’t get a chance to contact him. The last day in his city our paths crossed again hmmmmm now I’m interested!!! We decided to workout he picks me up from my hotel and we head out to his gym. During the workout I found myself flirting with him. Something about a man into fitness is a total turn on for me. He didn’t think I could hang and he kept saying he was gonna have me on the verge of throwing up after working me out so hard. He obviously didn’t know who he was dealing with. After the workout he took me to this machine that vibrates. Now I’m to much of a perve to hide how good it was feeling to sit, lay and move on this vibrating machine. I was enjoying the feeling of the vibrations while he was enjoying watching me. After the workout I showered and got dressed still thinking about the dam vibrating machine, I need one of those at home lol… We decided to go grab some dinner and the heat started to turn up from there. Somewhere between sets at the gym or between bites of food at the table I was starting to really enjoy my time spent with this with man. It was nice and refreshing to meet someone who could make me laugh had some intellect conversation and seemed to have a good head on his shoulders. By the time we finished dinner we had spent half the day together and I was having a great time. Neither of us wanted it to end. He dropped me off and a few min later I realized I had left something at the restaurant. I called him and he immediately came back to get me. We joked about me leaving something on purpose so he would have to come back. This energy between us was like high voltage electricity. It was something I haven’t experienced in such a long time. I was drawn to this energy almost hypnotized. About 30 mins after we said good bye I get a text from him saying he was headed away for the weekend with his basketball team he coached and he would love for me to come with him. My flight was leaving in the morning and I had somewhere else I needed to be. I replied I was leaving the next day and I couldn’t. We went back and forth a few texts him convincing me to stay and me not really resisting. Usually I would be like nope sorry buddy I have shit to do catch ya later but this time was different. I wanted to go wanted to feel more of what I was feeling. So I did something I NEVER do I changed my itinerary and told him to count me in!! The next morning he came and picked me up with a few kids from his team in the car. We made the 3 hr drive in what seemed like no time we were so into each other. We arrived and got settled into a hotel and I just knew he was going to try to get some before the basket ball games began that day. To my pleasant surprise he didn’t, he was different, we laid there and held each other until it was time to go. Watching him coach was nice too I LOVE that shit. I was feeling so refreshed like there is still possibly a pot of gold for me at the end of the rainbow. After the games (yes his team won the tournament) we went to dinner, hung out, laughed and had a great time. So we decided to go to a strip club but we were somewhere in a small town in the middle of no where so I wasn’t expecting to much or even to nice of girls. I definitely wasn’t expecting what we saw tho. We pulled up to the club and I know my mouth was wide open as I have never seen anything like this. It was two or maybe three double wide trailers pushed together to make the club. WTF really??? So as we were walking up there were these two girls in the door way and the one in a stripper outfit was telling another girl who was dressed in normal clothes how its the clubs rules when you have bruises you can’t work. Then she was telling the girl she had been clean for a couple of months and once they noticed us walking it they shut up but it was already to late. Let the rachetness begin!!! As we walked into the double wide it was gross and disgusting inside and the girls were looking like half had bullet wounds and the other half didn’t even know what being sexy was they were so far gone on drugs. I didn’t even want to touch anything but since we were there already we decided to have a drink. My new sexy friend orders our drinks and just before I go to take a gulp I look down to see bugs in my drink!!! WTF I had had enough and was ready to go. We decided to check out a night club which as we pulled up had crazy rave music and a little to much techno for our taste. Finally we decide to go back to the Hotel and relax!!! When we got to the room I was feeling good and feeling him. After getting settled and climbing into bed we started kissing. I’m not a big kisser unless I’m way into the guy or something unexplainable makes me want to kiss them. His kisses were soft and gentle and such a turn on. We made out like we were in high school and I was starting to realize if I didn’t make a move we may not get it in that night. He started to rub my body, sore from the workout and turned on from his touch I began to moan and groan softly. To be such a large man he had a gentle touch like he knew what my body needed and was there to please it. We were rubbing and touch and kissing and it was so nice so different. Eventually he made his way down between my legs where he slowly and gently removed my panties which were soaking wet. I was a little embarrassed that my pussy was soooooo wet and I was that turned on. It’s mental for me and even tho he was undressing me for the first time it’s like he had fucked me mentally over and over all day long. After getting me naked he spread my legs and gently started to lick my pussy. Electricity went up my spine and I used all my will to lay there and relax. He looked me in my eyes while his warm mouth was pleasing me. I received all of his energy looking right back at him and into his soul. He had an amazing tongue that had me in euphoria for quite sometime, eventually I took him in my mouth holding nothing back wanting him to feel as good as I did. It was so intense I could feel his body quiver from time to time as I went to work on his cock. I didn’t want this moment to ever end. After I had him so rock hard and I couldn’t take it anymore he quickly covered himself and I got on top slowly guiding his manliness inside of me. I could feel it touch every wall and my pussy was very responsive inviting him in to enjoy. I was expecting it to be over pretty fast since the buildup was so intense but to my surprise he tossed me and flipped my little body in different positions working it out and making me feel so so good! He let me ride, he got behind, he got on top and flipped my legs in different ways, he had me stand up and bend over and with each movement he filled me completely. By the time we were done I came multiple times and collapsed on top of him. As I lay there in this state of pure bliss I was taken back by how much I was liking this guy. Could I have possibly met someone on my level?????? As the weekend continued I easily lost track of time and let myself enjoy the moments we shared. Who would have thought as I was boarding my flight and saw this man and we would end up of having the most amazing weekend together!
I love quotes if theres anything that motivates me the most in my life it would be quotes.. I have always lacked a mentor or roll model to confide in, look up to so I have always found my way reading words of wisdom. Like this one for example ..
“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”
― Marilyn Monroe
This is a true statement and I think about it when dealing with men. I know I’m a handful and it takes a certain type of open thinking to love me and accept me for who and what I am. If you can’t handle me when I’m crazy and off balanced why would you deserve the best of me when I’m a wonderful friend, lover and mother.
Then there are the ones who give me advice or wisdom make me think and or change the way I view certain things. This next quote I love so much because it is completely true. How many times have you had a friend and or lover and yes they seem to be good to you but you watch them do other people wrong??? Do you really think they won’t do this to you if given the chance? Think about it!
“The best index to a person’s character is how he treats people who can’t do him any good, and how he treats people who can’t fight back.”
― Abigail Van Buren
Sometimes I have a hard time with my thoughts I can’t understand them they can be to complex for even me! I know as I get older And mature I want more from my life. I look for a certain quality of person in relationships wether friendship, business or even romantic. There must be a certain substance there for me to connect!
“I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.”
― Shana Abé
What motivates you??? What keeps you going? AS I have talked about in prior posts motivation is like a fire you must continue to fuel.. If you stop the fire my burn out!
I haven’t been blogging lately because there have been a lot of changes going on in my life. I’m somewhat of a private person so sometimes something’s don’t need to be talked about. I’m a thinker so I can only write about things that come to my head or are in my soul and I feel like sharing! My blogs are all self written and come from the heart. I can not make this shit up, it just is what it is! So I apologize to my fans who look forward to reading my stories. I will do my best to keep the good ones coming! As a lot of you have seen or are realizing, although I have not retired from shooting porn as if yet I have slowed down a great deal and am not shooting as much. There are a number of reasons why. For me porn is a piece of my life it does not consume me. I know some of my coworkers shoot everyday and live, breathe, sleep and eat porn an that’s great….. For them. I have many talents besides sucking dick and riding like a wild cowgirl on a bucking horse. I’m also a full time mother and a business woman along with a great friend and a beginning mentor in the world of fitness and health. I’m really excited about my future inside and out of the adult industry as I feel something great is right there at my finger tips. Hopefully you guys will stay true and positive and support me on what ever moves I make for my future. As you all know my workout ethics are impeccable and my willpower to want more is off the richter scale but I also want to explore the world of writing. I’m thinking of starting a fiction section to my blog where I can share some if my imagination and stories I dream up in my head. I just wanted to get this out to you guys as I am working on a short fiction story now and also another one of my juicy sex stories. I had an amazing experience this weekend I can’t wait to tell you all about it! I’m getting wet just thinking about it yikes that was intense. Also I can never say this enough…. Thank you for all the love an support from all my fans you guys are amazing and I look forward to keeping you on your toes!
I’ve been getting a lot of questions and requests about my workout, nutrition and lifestyle! I love it!!!! Im always open to talk about what has me feeling so great from day to day! I can remember 5 years ago relying solely on my very active lifestyle to stay looking good! My diet consisted of taco bell and hot wings, drinking a lot and late night soak up the alcohol food! I didn’t really care about how I would feel in 20 years or what I was doing to my body! Then I got pregnant! It was something I wasn’t planning and although it was with someone I am still very close to today I did not need another child I already had my son who was 4 or 5 at the time! So after going to the Dr we learned I was carrying twins. Twins, wow that’s intense!!! I decided this was a blessing and I wanted to keep them how could I not! Within 2 months I looked 4 months and by the time I was three months I was huge and already showing like I was 6months it seemed! Soon after I started having complications and I lost one…. then the other. I was completely depressed loosing two babies and my body. This is when I decided to join a gym and start exercising. In the beginning it was a hassle and I hated it. I didn’t know what I was doing on the machines and I had no motivation. Then one day something triggered. LIke a light switch came on. Slowly I started to evolve. I started to loose my newly gained baby weight and realized in the process all my stress for the day would disappear with my workouts. 5 years later I’m in the best shape ever and I love to exercise. You can’t change yourself overnight its a process. If you try and cheat the process you will fail. You have to evolve as a person and want to be healthier. I’m not on a diet its just a way of life for me. I eat bad stuff too I just do it in moderation. I am excited to be able to help more and more people realize and grow into a healthier them. First step is to decide you want to change and to be determined to do so. The high road is always the hardest… but once you get going it’s not a bad way to go at all!