I haven’t been blogging lately because there have been a lot of changes going on in my life. I’m somewhat of a private person so sometimes something’s don’t need to be talked about. I’m a thinker so I can only write about things that come to my head or are in my soul and I feel like sharing! My blogs are all self written and come from the heart. I can not make this shit up, it just is what it is! So I apologize to my fans who look forward to reading my stories. I will do my best to keep the good ones coming! As a lot of you have seen or are realizing, although I have not retired from shooting porn as if yet I have slowed down a great deal and am not shooting as much. There are a number of reasons why. For me porn is a piece of my life it does not consume me. I know some of my coworkers shoot everyday and live, breathe, sleep and eat porn an that’s great….. For them. I have many talents besides sucking dick and riding like a wild cowgirl on a bucking horse. I’m also a full time mother and a business woman along with a great friend and a beginning mentor in the world of fitness and health. I’m really excited about my future inside and out of the adult industry as I feel something great is right there at my finger tips. Hopefully you guys will stay true and positive and support me on what ever moves I make for my future. As you all know my workout ethics are impeccable and my willpower to want more is off the richter scale but I also want to explore the world of writing. I’m thinking of starting a fiction section to my blog where I can share some if my imagination and stories I dream up in my head. I just wanted to get this out to you guys as I am working on a short fiction story now and also another one of my juicy sex stories. I had an amazing experience this weekend I can’t wait to tell you all about it! I’m getting wet just thinking about it yikes that was intense. Also I can never say this enough…. Thank you for all the love an support from all my fans you guys are amazing and I look forward to keeping you on your toes!
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I’ve been getting a lot of questions and requests about my workout, nutrition and lifestyle! I love it!!!! Im always open to talk about what has me feeling so great from day to day! I can remember 5 years ago relying solely on my very active lifestyle to stay looking good! My diet consisted of taco bell and hot wings, drinking a lot and late night soak up the alcohol food! I didn’t really care about how I would feel in 20 years or what I was doing to my body! Then I got pregnant! It was something I wasn’t planning and although it was with someone I am still very close to today I did not need another child I already had my son who was 4 or 5 at the time! So after going to the Dr we learned I was carrying twins. Twins, wow that’s intense!!! I decided this was a blessing and I wanted to keep them how could I not! Within 2 months I looked 4 months and by the time I was three months I was huge and already showing like I was 6months it seemed! Soon after I started having complications and I lost one…. then the other. I was completely depressed loosing two babies and my body. This is when I decided to join a gym and start exercising. In the beginning it was a hassle and I hated it. I didn’t know what I was doing on the machines and I had no motivation. Then one day something triggered. LIke a light switch came on. Slowly I started to evolve. I started to loose my newly gained baby weight and realized in the process all my stress for the day would disappear with my workouts. 5 years later I’m in the best shape ever and I love to exercise. You can’t change yourself overnight its a process. If you try and cheat the process you will fail. You have to evolve as a person and want to be healthier. I’m not on a diet its just a way of life for me. I eat bad stuff too I just do it in moderation. I am excited to be able to help more and more people realize and grow into a healthier them. First step is to decide you want to change and to be determined to do so. The high road is always the hardest… but once you get going it’s not a bad way to go at all!